I missed my Jason

Jason went to Cali for 5 days to look into a job with the Auburn Indian Tribe. It was a LONG weekend having him gone. I sure did miss him. I don't know what it is, but I get scared at night when I'm by myself. I love the protection I feel of having him in the bed with me. And thank goodness for modern technology so we could keep in touch about 5 times a day via cell phone. I never realized how much a part of me he is. I'm just so used to seeing him everyday that I didn't realize how much I missed having him with me. It's the nicest thing in the world to come home to him and Baby Autumn every night. I love just talking and cuddling and sharing my day with him and hearing about his day.

Anyways, Baby Autumn and I went and picked him up at the airport tonight. He was wearing his suit that we got married in with a white T-shirt underneath it. I will forever have that moment in time frozen in my mind. He looked so handsome standing there. And I thought how lucky I am to be married to him and have him as my best friend and eternal companion. And it was so much fun to do the dishes and clean the house last night, just b/c I knew I was doing it for him and wanted him to come home to a nice clean house. Usually those are just icky mundane chores that have to get done, but this time it was special since it was for him specifically. I even printed off some little signs to put on the door to make him feel special.

So those are just my thoughts and feelings about My Jason. I love him so much and missed him terribly and am THRILLED that he's home and safe and back in my arms.